sometimes a man gets carried away

when i am a grown up and have a house, it will have a piano and hopefully good art in it. and my wife and i will adopt a dog which we regularly take to the park down the road, regardless of pressing obligations. we won't be able to afford any of this, but buying things like unmatching, faded, disney-themed cups at the thrift store will hopefully balance out such expenses until we can lavishly furnish our home in a matching, yet modest theme. and when she (my wife, not the dog, although i think i'd like a girl) goes grocery shopping i think it would be cute if she used those earth friendly bags that you reuse. And when she comes home from doing such an errand our dog will shower her in slobbery kisses and i will put my latest composition on hold (lol jk) to get up from the piano and do the same. because she deserves it for being so indescribably lovely and for being my best friend and for being the most Godly person i know. and for putting up with my inablitity to do even the most basic things like grocery shopping, because i don't have (and probably still wont have) the capacity to buy things that you could put together and actually call "dinner."
EDIT: 1) i am not a composer. that is stupid.
2) That is also stupid, we will do grocery shopping together.

and no, i'm not going to apologize for fantasizing. but i'm open to God obliterating my expectations and blowing my mind with some plans that are top secret at the moment.

EDIT: that is stuff i still think but i use too many words and try too hard to sound cool

if things happened any other way it wouldn't be right.

"Every man dies. Not every man really lives."
-William Wallace